Sunday, June 29, 2008

Tribute to George Carlin

We just got George Carlin: Jammin' in New York on Netflix. It was in our queue, and he just happened to also die a couple days ago. Weird coincidences.

We just got finished watching it and MAN that guy was funny.. it was a good start to my day. I share many of his same views and really think he had a big influence on more people than the media would be willing to look into. I really enjoy life-affirming anecdotes... so here I share my favorite from his Jammin' in New York HBO Special.

[I couldn't embed the video because the person who posted the video pulled the embed code.]

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Semantics anyone?

Ok Ok.. so the Supreme Court ruled today (yes, june 26, 2008-- over 200 years after the constitution was written, just so we're on the same page here) that individuals are allowed to have a gun as means of protection in their home. Let me say it again:

The Supreme Court ruled today (yes, june 26, 2008-- over 200 years after the constitution was written, just so we're on the same page here) that individuals are allowed to have a gun as means of protection in their home.

Anyone?

Ridiculous.

Here's the article.

Another Piece of the Puzzle

Just found this article about a fossil that may play an integral role in figuring out how fish became land-dwellers. It's not that entertaining, just interesting.

So I've thought about evolution and what that means for human beings as they exist today. I have a prediction for the future of mankind, and it's not seemingly impossible. So, we've been on the planet for what, a couple thousand years? And considering our current calculations of how long it takes for evolution to take place in one species, we have yet to see it occur before our own eyes. We have evidence of it and can draw conclusions from our findings, but the only way of reaching a global understanding of it would be to see it happen to our own species.

We are smart. We are VERY smart. But we don't know what to do with our intelligence. Yes, we've made great advances as far as technology goes, but all we've proven thus far is how much money we can make and what that means in terms of status. Basically, we've proven how awesome we are. Woopty-frickin-doo. We are currently in an age of transition, which makes sense when looking at the grand scheme of things. We are searching for sustainable energy sources to ween ourselves off the use of oil. We have networked the entire planet, allowing us to communicate with anyone, anywhere, whenever we want. We're able to foresee weather patterns, economic patterns, and social patterns. This is great and all, but the only thing we do with this information is make money and move it around.

I see us moving towards a more advanced society in the next couple hundred years. And not just advanced in technology, but intellectually. I see the next step in human evolution taking us towards a more SUPER human state, but not in the way you would think. When we think "super-human," we think of -well- Superman and other such fictional comic book characters. I see humans realizing what real conservativism is and how is really doesn't relate to any political agenda. We will understand how to use the movement of markets to benefit EVERYONE (including the planet) and not just the choice numb-nuts running those markets. The super-humans will look at us humans NOW and we will appear hedonistic, selfish, wasteful, paranoid, and just plain ignorant. Oh isn't that funny- we humans today think species before us are ignorant because they don't have free-will! But that's evolution.. I bet insects mocked single-celled organisms for centuries.

I think most of the planet will not believe in a higher power as more evidence of evolution is found and larger spans of the universe are explored. Religion will be something of the past but will be talked about and studied as a primitive system of thought. It will not be cast off as a waste of time, but will be looked at as a stepping stone to the intricate understandings of life. It will be looked at as a means of coping with life as it inevitably leads to death, and as means of motivating large communities to be genuinely good. But the people of the future WILL be genuinely good without the need of collective spiritual thought. They will be able to measure their impact on the planet and the impact their actions have on other people, allowing them to adjust their behaviors in a way that help the greater good. People will be more globally conscious and won't get caught up on every-day semantics that prevent us from progressing and just lead to conflict. We will learn how to work with nature and not against it. We will be primarily vegetarian because we will realize how harmful the every-day consumption of meat is on our digestive systems. People will also realize how hypocritical it is to save a deer from the ocean only to turn around and stuff their face with a hamburger from the local food chain.

I predict that large food scares will also drive the markets towards locally raised food. Notice how many recalls we've had in the last couple years? NONE of them effected the organic food supply because there are strict regulations placed on organic farmers/producers that really prevent the common occurence of human error and carelessness (which I believe is why we have had so many salmonella outbreaks in the commercial food supply). By owning the organic label, food producers are forced to actually LOOK (no way) at what goes out into the supermarkets, otherwise they face a severe penalty and have to pay a large fine. THAT is food regulation at its finest and people of the future will embrace it.

The Mayan calendar ends in 2012, which many believe will be the end of the world. I don't think ANYONE can predict that, and my boyfriend and I believe 2012 was the end of their calendar because that's the day they ran out of tools. But regardless of whether we will be wiped off the face of the planet in five years or not, we will be moving towards a more advanced society and will likely flourish until we wipe ourselves out, whether it be from pollution or mass plague. The sociologists who built the foundation of modern sociology predicted these same things, that we are currently in a mode of mass transition and will likely continue for the next couple centuries. All we can do today is make sure tomorrow is brighter so our great-great-great-great-great-great-great grandchildren can look back and say "thanks."

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Letter to my Landlord

Hey Natalynne--

So now MY car has been broken into (I already went to the Miami Township police and filed a report). They stole all of my CDs, which were probably worth a couple hundred dollars, and luckily nothing else because I cleaned my car out the other day. I think there is either someone living in the complex out to rob the rest of your tenants, or there is an unending flow of pedestrians just wandering the place with nothing better to do than commit petty theft. Either way, I'm left uneasy and unsure of how to interpret the safety of the area.

Now, I'm not one to complain about little issues because they tend to have little to no importance in the grand scheme of things, plus, if I did report all issues, I would not be taken seriously and seen as overreacting. I also don't report all issues because I like to give the benefit of the doubt. But when those issues outweigh my concern, I believe it's time to mention them. Back in January, we were one day late on our rent because of an assumption that the office would be closed on the first (due to it being a national holiday). Well, we were obviously wrong and had to pay the late fee, in which we were completely willing because it was our mistake in making that assumption. We're always willing to admit that we are wrong. Last month, though, I feel that we were ripped off. I always abide by the rules by paying all my bills on time and don't gripe if I do have to pay a late fee, but this is the first time I feel I was served an injustice. I understand the rules laid out in the lease and don't expect to be treated differently from any other tenant, and I also respect your role as enforcer of those rules. My position is this-- the first fell on a Sunday last month, and unsure of whether anyone would be there, my boyfriend and I walked down to the office with our rent check in-hand. Well, being closed on Sunday, nobody was there. We looked around for the drop-box and could not find it, and we were not about to just leave the check there in good faith that it would be received the next day. Of course we could not call the office or email anyone for answers, so we went back home with the check hoping to explain the situation the next day and be relieved of the late fee. I was absolutely shocked the next day when I had to pay the fee because I didn't feel it was my fault for not seeing or knowing about the drop box. If I had known there was a drop box, or that the slit in the wall behind the pillar was the drop box, there would be no issue. When the drop-box was pointed out to me after this whole ordeal, I realized that it looks like an un-used mail slot that leads to nothing but a hole in the wall. Yes, I was told it was written in the lease, but there is no label on it, and I'm sure the few people who were not told about it upon signing would make the same mistake as we did.

I'm not looking to pick a fight or demand something I'm not entitled to, but I'm beginning to develop a negative opinion about where I'm living. I'm sure the rules are enforced as strictly as they are because of the area we're located, but I believe that genuinely good tenants deserve (heaven forbid) one day of leniency. I wish for you guys to consider re-writing that part of the lease, allowing tenants just one day during their entire leasing agreement to be obsolved of a late fee, all in good faith that they will pay on time every other time (in other words, if rent is due on the first of every month, I should be allowed to be late only once during my 12-month leasing agreement, allowing me to pay on the second wihout the fee. If I am late on the first any other time, I should be required to pay.) The only reason I propose this to you is because I think it is a mistake to completely dismiss the event of human error. Never once have I been penalized for being only one day late on rent, and it has NEVER been more than a $25 fee for even the second day late. I know you personally did not write the rules and you are only doing your job, but your boss should know that his rules are a bit ridiculous, especially considering the age of the complex and the neighborhood it is located in (I work at a news station.. I know what goes on around here). And if it is argued that this really is a nice place to live, then why do I have to fear for the safety of my vehicle in a private parking lot?

I don't want to harm your reputation by leaving with a negative attitude, as I believe you do offer very superb services. Your maintenance guys have always come within a day of the initial call, and you girls in the office are always incredibly nice and helpful. I just think some of the stricter policies should be reconsidered to allow for happier tenants and a better company. Thanks for taking the time to read this, and I hope you mention it to the owner.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Confessions of a College Graduate

As expected, I was bombarded with a myriad of questions asking about my future. And here I am to answer all of them!

No, I don't know what I'm doing now that I'm out of school.

No, I don't know where I want to be in five years-- either still in radio, or running my own game store/cafe.

Yes, I will keep working at my current job, and I have yet to explore my options as far as radio stations go.

No, they can't offer me full-time here because it is not in their budget (so they say..) and Yes, that means I will have to pick up more hours and probably move on in November if they still haven't offered it to me.

I don't know what else I want to do, and I don't have any plans for this summer.

I have considered the option of moving out of state-- but I'm not sure which state. California maybe.. Arizona.. NC.. Kentucky.. Illinois..


As far as long-term goals, I DO know what I want to do by the end of my lifetime (and by no means in this order):

-Run my own radio station
-Build my own house, all with recycled/sustainable materials powered with wind/solar/water energy.
-Buy a building and run my own game store/hooka cafe
-Buy a motorcycle (or scooter) for local travel
-Grow/raise as much of my own food as possible
-Build a recording studio in my basement (after I build my house)
-Build a solar-powered vehicle

All I want to do right now is be lazy and sleep all day. I have no goals in mind, and I'm OKAY with that. I've spent the last eighteen years in a social institution and I think I owe it to myself to relax and rid my mind/body of all anxiety. I may start meditating, and I definitely want to sell a bunch of my crap. I need to do a garage sale... and clean out my car. I have too much junk, and I think it's time to do some personal cleansing. I want to start working out again and see if it's actually possible to get this adult body into a size 9. I'll probably be cutting the dreadlocks off soon, because it is hot outside and they drive me nuts. A trip out to Hollywood to visit Sammy should happen this summer, and possibly on the way I should visit Adam in Chicago.

It is a time of personal exploration, and I plan to have as much fun as I possibly can. I want to go to the Hoffbrauhaus down in Newport tonight.. hopefully we can get a crew together.. that would be fun.

food and on to the other studio for another 4 hours of mundane newstalk nonsense.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Hooray for Child Obesity

I found this article on Digg talking about childhood obesity and how the rates are enormous these days. The article says that there is actually some hope.. the numbers have plateaued, which is good but it's not great. It's good because that means rates have not risen for the first time since this whole epidemic has come to be. It's not great though, because it means rates haven't fallen, and that's what we want to happen.

I don't really want to talk more about child obesity, as it's not exactly a happy-time conversation, but I have one opposition to what they had to say in the article.

"And perhaps most important, teachers, mentors and public role models are fighting it as they help kids navigate a culture that fosters fat but idealizes thin and as they teach them that what truly counts is getting themselves as fit as their body type and genes allow—and then loving that body no matter what."

Don't we already idealize a thin culture? I mean, you don't see people picking up magazines plastered with fatties in bakinis. You don't see anything but beautiful, thin, and sometimes half plastic. Aren't these images purely idealistic? Don't hundreds of thousands of teenage-girls force themselves to become bulemic/anorexic because of these idealistic images? Not to mention, everything revolves around "appearing" pretty and thin.. I just find it completely back-assward to promote ideal thinness when it has been promoted since Hugh Heffner made his first Playboy. We shouldn't promote the specific image of "thin," rather we should promote a lifestayle that is healthy. If you are healthy, you are going to be thin as a result. You may not be skinny, per se, but you will be thin. You may not have bulging muscles and abs you could grate cheese on, but you will be lean and healthy.

I think this is another example of how the human mentality works.. We only pay attention to the extreme sides of the spectrum and believe that if something isn't this way, it HAS to be that way. But I understand how hard it is to live completely in the middle of the spectrum, because then you would be impartial to all things and that's just boring. As far as this whole obesity thing goes, we think that since 70% of Americans are fat, we have to reverse everything to make everyone thin. Here, our continuum is:

FAT<-------------------->SKINNY

We either have to be fat, or we have to be skinny. It's never good enough for us to be slightly pudgy, or just in the middle. "We're fat? Oh Let's be skinny!" No, let's get healthy first. Healthy is not just a good report from your doctor, it's a lifestyle you need to maintain. And it's not something that can be issued overnight. You have to work at it and not subscribe to these lousy hollywood diets. Know that it takes 15-20 minutes for your stomach to tell your brain when you're full, so eat slower. Put down the fork between bites. Eat with someone else so you can talk and delay your next bite. Just changing your over-all eating behavior can make a huge difference. And if you want to lose a certain amount of weight, be realistic. Don't say you're going to lose 20lbs in a week because that's just not realistic. Smaller goals are much easier and a lot healthier for your body and mind.

Hollistic healing/medicine is also a great way to become healthier. It forces you to stay in-tune with your body's health. When something hurts or just doesn't feel right, take that as a sign to do something about it. You know that you won't go to the doctor for a sore throat until your voice is gone and you can barely talk, but it could have been prevented. Don't ignore your symptoms, or you'll be spending a lot more on medical bills than you ever wanted to. That is what herbal supplements are for. Getting sick? take a Vitamin-C pill in the morning when you wake up, and before you go to be. Each pill has about 1000% the daily recommended value, so one is really enough. But you want to kick your immune system into high-gear to flush out this cold, so trust me-- it works. Also-- drink lots of echinacea tea with honey, because echinacea is good for immunity support, and honey has been proven to cure basic cold/flu symptoms better than over-the-counter drugs. Get plenty of sleep and if you smoke, just give it up for a couple days. If you drink, just give it up for a couple days. Take care of yourself. Your frivolities will be there right when you pick them back up.

peace and healthy living

Thursday, June 12, 2008

POTencies rise; speculation stay the same

Alright. I'm all for researching the effects of pot on people, and I'm all for having our tax dollars be spent on these studies. What I'm NOT for, on the other hand, is going ahead with these studies knowing the results will likely reflect those of the past.

This study from the UK found that the potency of marijuana has doubled since the mid-80s, and from 8.6% to 9.7% in the last couple years. They found all this out, but they STILL have no conclusive evidence that pot is worse for you than your run-of-the-mill stimulants (caffeine, nicotene)!

But there's no data showing that a higher potency in marijuana leads to more addiction, Earleywine said, and marijuana's withdrawal symptoms are mild at best. "Mild irritability, craving for marijuana and decreased appetite — I mean those are laughable when you talk about withdrawal from a drug. Caffeine is worse."

Let's look at that last line again-- "those are laughable when you talk about withdrawl from a drug. Caffiene is worse." RESEARCHERS say caffiene is worse, yet, Starbucks is allowed to capitalize on our addiction. Of course, Starbucks is the least of our worries on a global perspective, but it's just not fair!

How can the government make pot illegal, yet carry out illegal procedures themselves every single day?! The only reason this pisses me off is because as long as pot is illegal, our prisons will continue to be overpopulated with non-violent "criminals." As soon as a nonviolent criminal is placed behind bars, s/he carries the same social status as violent offenders, such as murderers, rapists, and thieves. To say that social status doesn't matter would be ignorant, as we all know how influential society can be. So when a non-violent offender is now labeled a violent offender, they are more likely to commit violent crimes. Hence- a raise in crimes and the perpetuation of an unethical, illogical system.

And as long as it's illegal, good people have to keep sneaking around like they're criminals.

Phooey.

I am smarter than you!

No, I only jest. But a British study is making no joke, as it revealed people with higher IQs are less likely to believe in "God"!

"Professor Richard Lynn said most primary school children believed in God, but as they entered adolescence - and their intelligence increased - many started to have doubts."

As far as I can remember, I always had doubts. I was raised Catholic, which means we were the typical C&E (Christmas & Easter) church-goers. But of course, my parents wanted us to be raised with a well-rounded faith, so they tried to drag us to church more than just twice a year. Not only did I express my unwillingness to go when I was young (just like every other kid who is dragged into a building wreaking of nostril-burning perfume and cheap alcohol), but I also never felt right sitting in the pews, asking some invisible sky-man to forgive me of the sins I had yet to commit! Also, this "god" was a stranger to me (as s/he is to all others because has ANYONE REALLY met god?), and it was confusing to be told to go TOWARDS this stranger when I was told to stay away from all other strangers. When you're a kid, a stranger is a stranger and you don't exactly have the cognitive ability to distinguish between a "good" and "bad" stranger. The whole experience just did not "speak" to me the way my parents said it would, and I just could never get a firm grasp on the concept of a higher power. If s/he's SOO powerful and all-knowing, why has s/he not made an earthly appearance?

Therein lies faith: what is faith? Does faith have to be associated with the devine? Because I definitely have faith, just not in an invisible sky-god. I have faith in people- that they will do what their brains tell them for no other reason than to follow their own convictions. I have faith in my family- that they will always come through for me if I need them and love me for who I am for as long as I am. I have faith in my boyfriend- that he will treat me with respect, and love and support me until given a reason not to. I have faith that good things come to those who wait. And I have faith that people will follow their own path, and not give in to social propoganda and harmful facades.

"Professor Lynn, who has provoked controversy in the past with research linking intelligence to race and sex, said university academics were less likely to believe in God than almost anyone else."

I'm graduating from college on Saturday. You can put that puzzle together.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Bill Maher is Religulous

I'm a big fan of social opposition, especially when it concerns views of religion. I ESPECIALLY love when well-known people (Bill Maher) make a point of bringing people out of their comfort zone and debunk real phenomena.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

The Advocacy of Health Food

I love food. I love all kinds of food, and I am not one to pass up a great food opportunity. But in making my own choices and developing my own tastes, I have transformed my entire food mentality.

I was raised on home-cooked meals and I continue to cook at home today. It was rare for us to splurge on take-out, and we actually made a family ordeal out of cooking dinner and doing the dishes. There were five of us, so we each took a night of the week and cooked for the rest of the family. I remember the first time my night came to cook, and my brothers will not let me forget it. I thought it would be a great idea to take these hard, little breadsticks and melt cheese over them. Little to my knowledge at the time, breadsticks are not a meal by any means-- especially for a family of five. ESPECIALLY the kind of breadsticks that these were.. they came in a huge plastic bag and they were almost meant to be used as a crunchy salad addition. So basically, croutons for dinner. I was (still am) much of an inventor of sorts, and would always have a vision in my head to work towards, even in the kitchen. I have NO IDEA the vision I had in mind that night, all I know is that we ended up not having breadsticks for dinner. And BTW- humor was common-place in the house, so this was one of many scenarios that we will not let each other forget.

While growing up, we never had many sweets in the house. We would have a pack of cookies here or there, or a half-gallon of ice-cream on the weekend. But desserts and overly sweet foods were not often seen in our house. When I began developing into the young woman I would eventually become, I also began to eat less healthy and less at home. I also gained weight and was like the many awkwardly developing teens with low self-esteem. I attribute a lot of my weight gain and non-food-sense to the addictive qualities of soda. It's soo tasty, yet, so unhealthy. But as the human tendency is to indulge oneself, I drank entirely too much pop. The moment I decided to drop some pounds was after seeing a picture of myself at my 8th grade graduation party. My brother had just graduated from high school and I was on my way IN to high school. We had a double celebration in the month of June and invited all of our friends and family. My mom baked cupcake-cakes for both of us, and I helped decorate the two cakes with various icings and sprinkles. The moment came when my mom wanted to take a picture of us holding our pretty cakes, so we sat on the couch and gave our best shit-eating grin that we could; I was gonna EAT that cake! The result: mom had the pictures developed and my thighs/arms were the only things I could see beyond the colorful cake the sat in my lap. I. WAS. A. FATTY. I vowed to lose weight, and I began exercising and cutting things out of my diet- most importantly, soda. I lost 30lbs in a couple months, and I've since then grown into my body and slimmed down to an acceptable size. I am by no means "skinny" but I am thin, squishy, flixible, and happy. I figure, as long as I'm flexible and squishy, my body is more able to adapt to the ever-changing environmental conditions.

Two years into college I dated this guy who had been around the block a couple dozen times and was also very knowledgable of vegetarian/vegan diets. He taught me about the dangers of hydrogenated oils and high-fructose corn syrup, and the benefits of eating foods with the fewest ingredients. I became an avid label reader and tried to avoid all foods with the bad oils and corn syrups, and tried to eat more foods with very basic ingredients. We lived together for about 8 months and I have to say that they were the most influential 8 months of my life. It transformed my entire mentality about the food industry, and I was able to draw linkages between the food market and societal issues, especially those related to human health. I swore off fast-food, soda, companies with monopolistic tendencies, giant restaurant chains, and commercial food.

I also learned the value of a dollar and what it means beyond having the ability to spend it. He said in a very profound statement, "you vote with your dollar." Well, he had to explain exactly what he meant and he was absolutely right. My dollar has the ability to tell one company that I support what they do, what they sell, where they're located, how they treat their customers/employees, and their over-all business in that particular economy. By giving one company my dollar, I am telling them that I agree with their moral practices and that they should continue to do what they do.

In learning the value of my hard-earned dollar, I began buying/eating organic and all-natural foods ONLY. I read up on organic agriculture and how its practices are largely monitored and kept in-check. The labels are even different, in that they try to sell the benefits of the product and not just the product itself. A misconception about organic food is that it lacks good flavor. There are SOME all-natural foods that I won't eat because they are very lax in the flavor department, but I would argue that the majority organic/all-natural foods taste better than commercial foods. It does take some time to get used to and a time of transition is to be expected. Like any diet, you can't just dive in and expect results the next day. You have to give yourself time to get used to the diet and knowing someone who has already gone through the transition helps a lot, too. Someone who has no idea about organic food will have a hard time finding things that taste really good. Of course, you have to do it by trial and error to see what real flavors you DO enjoy.

There is another group of foods that I avoid, and that's the reduced fat/low-cal/low-sodium/fat free foods. Just because the labels says it's "fat-free" doesn't mean they didn't put other chemicals in there to make it "fat-free." Here's a great article about these foods and the reasons they are actually very bad for your over-all health.

I could go on and on about proper health because it's a very important aspect of my life. And I think a lot of people avoid peoper health tips because they believe they have to make a major life-change. From my own experience, it has changed my life and has given me a more optimistic approach to my future. I'm 22 years old, and I eat healthier than 70% of Americans. Now, this is not to say I don't eat a LOT, because I do. That's just because organic food tastes SOO good.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Love, Bizarro

Alright, so I've come to love Dan Piraro's Bizarro comic and blog, and I would recommend it to anyone. It's humorous commentary on the phenomena of reality leaves you with a feeling of redemption and guilt, feelings comparable to a sunny day-off filled to the brim with love and candy bars. He and his crazy half-nekked wife live in an apartment in Brooklyn, NY.. feeding on plants and advocating the equal treatment of animals.. and his tasty little single-paneled stories are --simply put-- awesome. He's also athiest, so of course I'm gonna talk about like-minded people, and I really enjoy the fact that he sneaks his opinion into his works.

Like this one.
And this one.
And this new one.

I don't really have much else to say. I just wanted to give tribute to my current favorite cartoon artist.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

It may still be too soon to be this sad

My kitty has been gone for over two days and I am worried and sad. I came home from work last night around 6:30 and cried until I went to bed at 11. Of course it wasn't literally the whole time, but needless to say, I was a mess. OVER A CAT! I kept shoving my face in my boyfriend's chest and made his t-shirt all spotty with tears. It was pathetic. I've never really been in this position before, and I can't even imagine where he would be.

That actually sparks something for me.. where do our pets go when we can't find them for a long time, and they come back all of a sudden happy as the day they left? I'd like to read some theories, so if you have any, please share.

I imagine Heffer sneaking off around the fence, humming the 007 theme song as he trots down the sewer to meet his buddies. I see him arriving in a setting similar to the one depicted in the picture of the dogs playing poker, except they're all cats. They're smoking cigars and drinking whiskey, bitching about how their owner forgot to feed them the day before and that's why they're hanging out there. They say they don't hold grudges, but I know they do.. cheeky bastards. And going off of this logic, Heffer is probably pissed at me for throwing him off the desk the other day and this is my punishment. And the only reason they return happy again is because they're all hopped up on that reefer! And they never share either.. greedy pieces of crap!

I told Joey that if Heffer doesn't come back, we're getting a puppy. Rachelle says there are some puggles across the hall from the hippie-stand, and I might just have to check them out! That's right CAT! If you've somehow evolved and are reading this, I'm already negotiating your replacement! HA! (please come back... I miss you..)

peace and sad day

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Still Reading about the Economic Hitman

I posted a while ago about this book that I've been reading called "Confessions of an Economic Hitman" by John Perkins. The reason it has taken me so long to read it is because it's so very depressing and I can only take it in small doses. I would recommend it to anyone because it's written so truthfully and you really feel bad for Perkins throughout, but it's terrible the things he got paid to do. The depressing part is that he realized how terrible his actions were but continued doing them despite how many lives he probably destroyed in the process. And for what? Money. He has since been out of the business, but what makes the book ever-so shocking is how easily he was able to persue his tasks under direct command by the US government. I want to write an excerpt from the book... to share with you the dilemma he faced.

"Beyond my own personal dilemmas, my times in Colombia also helped me comprehend the distinction between the old American republic and the new global empire. The republic offered hope to the world. Its foundation was moral and philosophical rather than materialistic. It was based on concepts of equality and justice for all. But it also could be pragmatic, not merely a utopian dream but also a living, breathing, magnanimous entity. It could open its arms to shelter the downtrodden. It was an inspiration and at the same time a force to reckon with; if needed, it could swing into action, as it had during World War II, to defend the principles for which it stood. The very institutions- the big corporations, banks, and government bureaucracies- that threaten the republic could be used instead to institute fundamental changes in the world. Such institutions possess the communications networks and transporation systems necessary to end disease, starvation, and even wars- if only they could be conviced to take that course.

The global empire, on the other hand, is the republic's nemesis. It is self-centered, self-serving, greedy, and materialistic, a system based on mercantalism. Like empires before, its arms open only to accumulate resources, to grab everything in sight and stuff its insatiable maw. It will use whatever means it deems necessary to help its rulers gain more power and riches."


I've said before that I believe this country had great opportunity when Columbus discovered this land. It was immediately ruined when the Pilgrims came with their heads full of new freedoms and opportunity. They didn't think. They didn't know what we do now (duh) and they set a precedence. They spread new traditions and diseases. They created immediate inequality when they disbarred the "red man." Then they turned to the dust and played 'cowboys and indians' for a couple hundred years. Then they starting bringing African men and women over here because they heard they could turn more profit with slavery. It was all about the money then, and it continues to be about the money now. With the Africans came malaria and AIDS. It was about black-vs-white and red-vs-white. Then people started thinking and it resulted in the Civil War. Then it was red-vs-white, black-vs-white, and white-vs-white with the north against the south. Then there was the Underground Railroad when Harriet Tubman thought that her efforts would free runaway slaves from a life full of torture, hatred, distrust, and abuse. She didn't realize that the white-man would NEVER EVER EVER treat her people with the love, honesty, and loyalty that they truly deserved. Even to this day in March of 2008, well beyond the years we thought we would even exist, racism and discrimination run rampant, but now on a global scale. We are called "the land of plenty" where we can choose our own path and pick from the fruit of our nation's loins. We think about now, about instant satisfaction without thinking of the consequences. We discovered the use of oil and began tapping the earth only to suck it dry. People say there's plenty of it, but our planet is only so big and oil doesn't generate itself faster than we consume it. But we don't think about that. My aunt told me the other day, and this does not surprise me, that there is a "peak" oil level-- and we have gone passed the peak. This means we are on our way to running out. We assume that whatever hasn't already been taken is ours and ours only. We plant a flag and draw an imaginary line to CLAIM IN THE NAME OF ME.. not allowing anyone else to benefit unless they pay for it. Then we don't think about what effects our consumption has on the planet and each other. We don't CARE that Mother Earth created us and we're destroying it in a "thank-you" card.

We are going to kill ourselves off, you must realize. This is not a paranoid side effect of the copius amounts of smoke that I pot. It's the truth. One way or another, we will end our own existence. And for what? For a bigger paycheck.. for diamonds and jewels that made us happy for only the moment they were purchased.. for furs and glamour.. stretch Hummer 2's and i-Phones.. celebrity status and parties with Hef.. We think having nice cars, homes and clothes makes us "better" because that's what we see on TV. We buy buy BUY and don't know how to balance a checkbook. There's something wrong with that. I have a couple theories as to how we will cause our own extinction:

1. Robot Apocolypse: not in the sense that you may think where actual robots take over the world to spite their human creators. I mean in the sense that because we have come to rely so heavily on the use of computers, and other such technologies, that a mistake WILL happen somewhere and a glitch in the system will go unnoticed. We know how catastophic a tiny glitch can be, as it can cause mass hysteria-- a side-effect of human nature. Remember Y2K? Yea- didn't happen. But you know what did? millions of people started stocking food and water.. they came up with family plans as far as where to go and what to do. People started preparing for a small apocolypse, all because we WEREN'T SURE if computers would make the 2000 switch when the year turned at midnight. All it would take is what was depicted in "Fight Club" to tear down some corporations and eventually the millions of people who have their lives invested in them.

2. Environmental Catastrophe: If the first one doesn't happen, this one will be the next likely. If we continue doing what we have been doing without changing our behavior, we will run out of natural resources and turn the globe into a sizzling ball of radiation and sludge. Although I think it would take a long time for us to actually die off from these bahaviors because humans are the most adaptable animals in the entire kingdom, it will happen.. eventually. As we consume and consume and consume, we neglect our lands and refuse to replace what we've taken from them because the work is "too hard." It's easier to take than it is to give, and that's exactly what we're going to do until we either realize the consequences of these behaviors, or just run ourselves off the planet. We cut and burn down thousands of acres of trees and rainforest every day and use the lumber for buildings and businesses and furniture and back-yard playgrounds for our children. We even use natural resources to fuel the vehicles used to cut down the trees. So we're not only cutting down our source of oxygen, we're thickening the air with the exhaust that comes from the vehicles we use in order to cut the trees down. Not only that, but by cutting down trees, we're cutting down entire ecosystems. And we don't even empathize! How would we feel if aliens came down and took over the planet just because we were weaker and they could use our planet for their own bidding? We would HATE it! We would try whatever we could in order to fight them off and probably lose because if they had resources to get to our planet, I'm sure they would have enough to destroy it.

3. the fall of Global Empire: ALL EMPIRES HAVE FAILED. We're already on our way to this status as the US tries to police everyone else. With the 5 powers of the world, we will likely unite.. rape and pillage.. and fall together. How nice. There are talks of an international ID card and currency. The Euro is already used in Europe, and the US is on the way of producing the Amero in order to unite Canada, the US, and Mexico. And then there are talks of a computer chip being inserted in our children as soon as next year. Like I said- ALL EMPIRES HAVE FAILED and we are no smarter or different. We're smarter as far as technologies go, but we still exhibit human behavior with instincts to compete and win.

WE CANNOT BE NAIIVE TO OUR OWN BEHAVIORS AND THINK EVERYTHING WILL BE OK.

THINGS WILL CATCH UP, AND WE WILL LOSE. Sad, but true.

peace and hope

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Easter Sunday

This is definitely one of those days where being athiest isn't worth mentioning. I'm almost mad that I still have to celebrate this Christian holiday with my family and boyfriend's family, and I only celebrate it out of respect for those that I care about. Shouldn't it then be considered disrespectful on the part of my family because they don't acknowledge my LACK of faith? Of course, not everyone in my family is aware that I've denounced my religion, and it's not exactly something to brag about, as it is rarely taken as a light subject.

My dad made a big deal about seeing me today, and got upset that I didn't treat the day as he would. Last week, he said we had reservations at some restaurant at 2pm and a bunch of my other family members would be there too to celebrate Easter. First of all, this makes me mad because although he may have considered my beliefs before asking me to join them, he would have gotten mad if I rejected the offer. So I told him that since I got off work at 1pm, I would be able to make it down there to join them at 2. Fine. Now, my own beliefs tell me to respect every individual, as each person has their own will to follow whatever religion they want and do as they please. That's their perogative and none of my business. Well, the story changed when my dad called me Friday and told me the reservation had been pushed back to 1pm because my cousin has to have his kids to their mom by 3:30. My dad THEN asked me to get off work early so I could join them. Am I out of line to say that this was disrespectful? It's one thing to get out an hour early in the restaurant/office setting, and a completely different situation when you work in broadcasting. I can't just GET OUT early, as if I only have a certain amount of work to do before I'm allowed to leave. I'm forced to make sure shit doesn't blow up and stations don't go off the air. If they do for any amount of time, it could cost me my job. So still, am I out of line? So i said "No I can't just leave an hour early" and went on to explain why it's different for me than it is for him. And then he said "I didn't even know you worked on Sundays." I work EVERY Sunday, and I have worked every Sunday for about a year now. I usually talk to him on Sundays and I always tell him that I just got off work. WHERE THE HELL HAS HE BEEN? So he made a big deal out of it and told me that he would at least like to see me on Easter because it was such an important day to him. I told him that I could see him on any other day and it would be just as special as the last (and BTW- i thought this would be a touching addition.. it apparently was not). A holiday doesn't make seeing someone any more special. Well, he disagreed, and insisted on me at least stopping by to see him. Fine. OUT OF RESPECT FOR HIM, I will go see him. Why does a child have to show so much more respect for her parent when she doesn't come CLOSE to recieving the same amount in return? Where is the fairness in all of this? Shouldn't HE respect MY beliefs and accept that I don't have a particular reason to see him on the day celebrating the resurrection of his savior? Then he asked if I would be doing anything with Joey's family and I said "yes" as if he should have figured that much as well. See, my dad has a hard time believing that anyone has a life outside of his own. This may help you understand why this is difficult for me. Then he mentioned that my mom's family is getting together, but since I'm working he'll go ahead and tell them I won't be able to make it. LIE. I WILL be able to make it there and I never gave any indication that I couldn't. But denying HIS family get-together at a specified time ultimately translated into not being able to do anything with either side all day. Here is a perfect situation where I wish my mom was still alive... she would tell me that my dad is crazy and this is why she divorced him (man i loved my mom.. always had the right thing to say). She would also say that she would like me to join them, but would probably understand if I couldn't make it. Man I miss her.. But my mom's death aside, my dad pissed me off once again and I have to play nice all day in front of three different family settings. I hate the holidays.

Oh, and I found on Wiki how the Easter Egg thing came about. Before I typed any of this, I was fuming and needed more of an excuse to bad-mouth this commercialized day. Well, I lost some steam on the way and I'm not so angered by it anymore, but I'm sure a lot of people don't really know where the egg things came from. Well, according to Wikipedia "Traditionally, Easter eggs, hard-boiled eggs dyed bright red to symbolize the spilt Blood of Christ and the promise of eternal life, are cracked together to celebrate the opening of the Tomb of Christ." Now this makes sense, but where did the bunny come in? That I couldn't find, and it will remain a mystery to even the most devout Catholics. Try and solve that one, dad.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Kinda angry..

..at Joey. He broke my piece. He knocked my right-front wheel cover off of my brand-new car by hitting a curb. I have reason to believe he lost one of my Family Guy discs: when I get discs out of the 360, I put them in their cases; when he takes discs out, he doesn't. Of course, I don't have a perfect track record, and I do tend to just lay discs down, but if it's a movie that belongs in a case, I put it back. If it's a game that I assume he will play soon, I leave it out. I know he doesn't have a job right now and some of these things are just waiting on his earning of a paycheck. But he has found enough money to buy pot since he has been unemployed, and I think some of that money should have been spent fixing the things of mine that he broke. He also likes to stay up until all hours of the morning playing video games (which I don't care about) while I'm in bed early to go to work at 5am. He always comes in and wakes me up (one of the most annoying things you can do to me is mess with my sleep) and doesn't latch the door, which ALWAYS leads to my cat pushing the door open and looting around. We don't let the cat in our room. He never wakes up to the door opening; therefore I do and am forced to get up, shoo the kitty, and shut the door. Which then delays my sleep even more and makes me more upset. He never takes the trash out. He doesn't take initiative. He doesn't take care of me and it makes me wonder if that will ever change... I feel like I'm leading him through MY life, that he's just with me because it's somewhere to be; it's out of his parents' house. I also kinda feel like he wouldn't be making it without me and that scares me. I can't take care of somebody else while I'm trying to take care of myself. I'm not a mother right now for that reason. I feel that if I don't tell him what to do, he won't do it and we'll be fucked. I can't be in a relationship where I feel that I'm doing the majority of the work. I shouldn't have to remind him to pay our bills. I shouldn't have to bargain with him about things he should take initiative on. I can't drive everywhere we go just because I have the better car. He always pulls the "but I hate my car!" card and I'm fed up with it. He borrows money from his parents to spend on pot and then complains "I only have $40 spending money." WTF? I know he loves me, but I think the only way he knows how to show it is to smother me with kisses. That'a cute and all, but it gets old. I know this is cliche, but I need a MAN who will take care of me. Tell ME what to do. Tell ME to take the trash out. Remind ME to pay the bills. Ask ME to help clean the bathroom. Offer to drive his own car. Give ME pointers on how to save money. Just make some decisions on his own and lead me through HIS life a little bit. I enjoy being a leader and making stable decisions during the day, but I also like coming home and being told "we're doing THIS tonight." We sold some video games the other day and only one of his 5 games were accepted because the discs were either in terrible condition, they didn't have their books, or the discs were missing completely. 4 of my 5 were taken. I do have to say that we didn't realize the books were required for resale, but his lack of responsibility for his own belongings only ensures me of his lack of willingness to take care of mine. How can I expect him to take care of me when he can't even take care of himself?

I don't think I have unreasonable expectations because most "normal" people expect their partner to contribute as much to the relationship as they do. I always tend to date men who need someone to take care of them. Who's gonna take care of me? What happened to the traditional male whose first priority was to take care of his woman? To protect her? I know I'm not really a traditional person, but there are some things that I want out of my man and I don't feel like I'm getting it... I want to be told not to worry about it. I don't want to be called the 'awesome girlfriend' just because I like video games. THAT IS NOT MY ONLY GOOD QUALITY! He likes me because I like to do things that he enjoys. What about me? Why doesn't he do things that I like to do?

I wonder why he's with me.. Whenever I ask him what he likes about me, all he says is that he likes being able to play video games with me. ok... why is that an endearing quality? Why is THAT the one thing he likes about me? I'm wondering where he expects this relationship to go. I wonder what he expects of ME.

It would be great if neither of us expected anything but love and support from the other. It would be great to carry on this relationship with unconditional love, but there comes a point where unconditional can turn to naiivity. I can love him for who he is, no matter what. That's unconditional. But I find it hard to call it 'unconditional' sometimes when he continues to prove his incapabilities. He's so smart and has so much common sense too, so it's REALLY hard to understand why he acts a certain way sometimes. I wonder where he gets this sense that he's powerless; that his opinion doesn't matter; that people don't care about him. He will only receive reciprocal love if he gives it.

I want to know why he wants to stay with me. I want him to give me a reason to stay with him. I want this to light a fire up under his ass and make him jump up and shout "because I love you more than anyone on this planet! because I will provide for you, care for you, and love you for as long as I can! because you love me!" If we're gonna be adults and live together, I expect him to at least ACT like one. I want him to save his money and buy things for himself rather than rely on mom and dad, or decide to choose a meal over an eighth. I'm tired of living paycheck-to-paycheck because I'm providing for both of us on two part-time jobs. I'm sick of asking him how we're going to pay for rent. I'm tired of feeling insecure in this relationship. I need to know where we stand; where he expects us to go together. because if he wants to be with me, he will do ANYTHING to keep me.

I feel like I've been taken for granted...

Saturday, February 2, 2008

The best way to describe...

My atheism: I always think about the person in front of me. If I drink the last of the water, I refill the water so the next person can drink water. Had to write it down. Nobody reads this anyway.

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yea i know, this doesn't make sense. i was slightly elevated at the time of its conception, so allow me to try and make sense of it. i'm not sure how i intended to relate it to my atheism... but here we go.

when people need something or want something to better their life, they call to their God. they pray and ask for guidance, and if they don't get it, they pray harder. if that still doesn't work, they question their own faith. that's a stuggle; to be questioning yourself and not really EVER sure if you're right. but you have to have faith, because that is what makes God real to people. they BELIEVE that God is there; that he/she's listening. when i grew up, i never felt like i was being heard. it felt like talking to a brick. i couldn't even fabricate what i thought God was saying to me. i know that even those of the most faithful would say that God never actually speaks to them, but they just know he/she's listening. that's not enough for me. the absence of a God on my part enables me to believe in people. i see and interact with people on a regular basis and i can trust that they will ALWAYS act like human beings. they will always be honest or lie; be happy or sad; be planning for the future or living it day-to-day. i can ALWAYS rely on people to act like people. this relates to my statement above because with my reliance upon people, I feel that people have the same reliance upon me. basically, treat people the way you want to be treated. sound familiar? see, i DO think that the basic principles of Christianity make sense. they're reasonable, honest, and expect a certain goodness within all people. no person is any better than the next, yet we argue about who's right and which religion will get us into to heaven. i say, "why does it matter?" i don't think anyone is any more right than my left foot. we find such solace in separating ourselves by religion, race, class, gender, and sexual orientation, yet we make sure that everything is politically correct. we're going to politically correct ourselves into extinction.

would you like a glass of water?

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I want to wring someone's neck...

I don't agree with these things. THis was posted on myspace and I had to spread it's ignorance.


(about Ron Paul)
Maybe I'm missing something, but the last time I checked, college students weren't the ones who stand to benefit from a candidate who believes in:1. Destroying free public education at all levels K-12 and beyond (i.e. abolish the dept. of education, arguing that all education should be a profit-driven business venture, advocating home-schooling, opposing all public spending initiatives, eroding funding by eliminating taxes on the wealthy).According to Paul’s free market fundamentalism, education should be treated just like any other commodity, like an iPhone, and purchased only if you have enough money to afford it. On his view, it is neither a social good nor a right that any fair or just society should try to ensure. Your parents don't earn enough to pay out of pocket for your schooling? Ron Paul says 'tough luck.' Ron Paul has argued that “parents have the right to spend their money on the school they deem appropriate for their children”, which actually means that a students access to education ought to be directly proportional to how much money their parents have.Notice that abolishing the Dept of Education would also mean abolishing Pell Grants and Stafford Loans and all Federal Financial Aid for college students, a major reason why hundreds of thousands of students can afford to attend college.Ron Paul is a long-time supporter of home-schooling and has long argued that taxation (the source of funding for the institution of public education) is theft. Most advocates of education acknowledge that public schools are under-funded and teachers are viciously under-paid and underappreciated. The regressive system of using property taxes from surrounding areas to fund schools leaves students in poor neighborhoods with scant resources, rotting infrastructure and an unfair restriction on their capacity to learn and become educated. Ron Paul’s position, is ‘tough luck.’True, No Child Left Behind is a horrible program, but it does not follow that any form of federal aid to public schools around the nation is therefore horrible. Just about all advocates of the public school system oppose NCLB, but next to none of them are on board with Ron Paul’s stone-age, home-school-yourself, anti-public school mantra.Expect at this point that his defenders will reply in the following way: "C'mon... even though he believes this he wont actually go through with it! Congress wouldn't let him! He would just focus on dismantling education funding at the Federal level! He actually loves public education at the state level even though he abhors public spending and argues that profit-driven markets solve all problems."------------2. Making racist remarks such as "If you have ever been robbed by a black teen-aged male, you know how unbelievably fleet-footed they can be." Paul was also part of a racist newsletter which made statements like, "only about 5% of blacks have sensible political opinions" and "I think we can safely assume that 95% of the black males in that city are semi-criminal or entirely criminal."Another one of Ron Paul’s newsletters “The Ron Paul Political Report”, published in June 1992, dedicated to explaining the Los Angeles riots of that year, claimed that "Order was only restored in L.A. when it came time for the blacks to pick up their welfare checks three days after rioting began. At another part of the newsletter, we learn that the riots were actually the result of “"'civil rights,' quotas, mandated hiring preferences, set-asides for government contracts, gerrymandered voting districts, black bureaucracies, black mayors, black curricula in schools, black tv shows, black tv anchors, hate crime laws, and public humiliation for anyone who dares question the black agenda."In early 1990, another Ron Paul newsletter, “The Ron Paul Survival Report” had a special issue on the "The Coming Race War," and, in November 1990, an item advised readers, "If you live in a major city, and can leave, do so. If not, but you can have a rural retreat, for investment and refuge, buy it."Paul’s Newsletter also had many kind words for former KKK leader David Duke, claiming that "our priority should be to take the anti-government, anti-tax, anti-crime, anti-welfare loafers, anti-race privilege, anti-foreign meddling message of Duke, and enclose it in a more consistent package of freedom."Ron Paul has argued on many occasions (most recently on “Meet The Press”) that the Civil Rights Act of 1964 was a MISTAKE which "reduced individual liberties.” Paul has made it absolutely clear that he would have voted against the bill had been in office at that time, a convenient position for a crusty old racist white man to take, having never lived under the oppression of Jim Crow.On the topic of slavery, Ron Paul believes that it was a crime that the federal government actually 'stole' the private property of slave owners because of emancipation. On his view, slaves should have been * purchased * out of slavery. The fact that he would even entertain for a moment the thought of 'compensating' a class of whites responsible for designating human beings as property, for rape, cultural destruction, vicious oppression and terrorism against blacks, speaks volumes about Paul’s political philosophy.This is not simply an anomaly to the rest of Paul’s beliefs, but rather, a long standing part of his far-Right, racist politics. Note also that Paul is a longstanding supporter of the Confederacy and has argued on several occasions in favor of secession.------------3. Staunchly opposing universal health care (national health insurance) and in favor of further privatizing a putrid for-profit system that rakes in billions in returns for its ownership while close to 50 million Americans are uninsured (as opposed to ZERO in Canada) and many of those that are insured get dropped or drowned in extremely costly co-pays and premiums. Right now, health bills are the leading cause of bankruptcy in the US and the US Healthcare system ranks 37th worldwide. Ron Paul argues that if we'd just give the private insurance corporations more 'freedom', only then could they show their truly amicable intentions and the whole situation would be puppy-dogs and ice-cream. Like education, Ron Paul believes that access to life-saving health care is just a commodity, to be made available only to those who can afford it. For Ron Paul, democracy is the problem and markets are always the solution, in other words, power belongs in the pocketbook and not at the polling station.But... Ron Paul is a doctor. So whatever he says is probably the right thing to believe.------------4. Worsening the student debt crisis by further gutting (I say 'further gutting' because Bush and his GOP congress made putative cuts in 2005) programs like Pell Grants and Stafford Loans and giving even more of the student loan system over to a (corrupt, as we've seen from recent revelations in NY) billion-dollar for-profit industry.The answer to the student debt crisis, according to Paul, is to slice and dice all public spending on higher education and give the whole system over (i.e. privatize it) to huge corporate banks who run the billion-dollar student loan racket. Remember, education isn't a public good or a right, it should be thought of like any other mundane commodity (e.g. frosted wheats) and bought and traded as such. Your parents can’t afford college out of pocket? Ron Paul blames you (not an unjust system in which access to education is restricted by social status) for not taking ‘personal responsibility’.------------5. Destroying the environment: in the 109th Congress alone, he voted to allow drilling in the Arctic National Wildlife Refuge, to shield oil companies from MTBE contamination lawsuits, against increasing gas mileage standards, to allow new offshore drilling, and to stop making oil companies pay royalties to the government for drilling in the Gulf of Mexico. For Ron Paul, any law which restricts the behavior of business owners to maximize profits is a bad law. When it comes down to the uninhibited pursuit of profits ad infinitum versus creating a sustainable society built around the ideas of human and environmental health, Ron Paul will always choose the former. He has openly admitted on many occasions that a “solid respect for property rights will make for a healthy environment.” I, for my part, fail to see how giving Exxon-Mobil and Monsanto more leeway to do whatever they please and taking away all regulations and restrictions on what they can and cannot do the environment makes for a healthy anything.We should find this as no surprise, however, since Ron Paul holds the insane quasi-religious conviction that markets and profit-motives will always produce perfect outcomes, come hell or high water.------------6. Supporting right-wing anti-choice laws and stripping women of reproductive rights. Ron Paul preaches a good deal about 'letting the states decide' ..ion, however, he has attempted to ban abortion at the federal level (Sanctity of Life Act). Furthermore, the 'states rights' position on this issue is nothing other than a means of avoiding giving arguments and subsequently creating a smokescreen for weakening legal and safe access to abortion. If you're actually against abortion, come out and say so. "States rights" doesn't begin to give an answer to the difficult political questions that abortion creates, it only gives a quick-and-dirty means of shutting off discussion and sneaking in ways of dismantling legal, safe access to abortion.But don't bother thinking for yourself on this issue... just repeat 'states rights' incessantly and remind us that Ron Paul is a doctor (and therefore, couldn't but be correct on the issue).------------7. Supporting and espousing homophobic and anti-gay politics. Ron Paul wrote a bill called the "Family Protection Act" that starts with abolishing the Department of Education and ends with "Prohibits the expenditure of Federal funds to any organization which presents male or female homosexuality as an acceptable alternative life style or which suggest that it can be an acceptable life style."In 1990, a "Ron Paul Political Report" newsletter mentioned a reporter from a gay magazine "who certainly had an axe to grind, and that's not easy with a limp wrist." In an item titled, "The Pink House?" the author of a newsletter--again, presumably Paul--complained about President George H.W. Bush's decision to sign a hate crimes bill and invite "the heads of homosexual lobbying groups to the White House for the ceremony," adding, "I miss the closet." "Homosexuals," it said, "not to speak of the rest of society, were far better off when social pressure forced them to hide their activities." When Marvin Liebman, a founder of the conservative Young Americans for Freedom and a longtime political activist, announced that he was gay in the pages of National Review, a Paul newsletter implored, "Bring Back the Closet!" Surprisingly, one item expressed ambivalence about the contentious issue of gays in the military, but ultimately concluded, "Homosexuals, if admitted, should be put in a special category and not allowed in close physical contact with heterosexuals."------------8. Opposing Church-State Separation: From keeping "under God" in the Pledge of Allegiance to co-sponsoring the school prayer amendment to keeping the Ten Commandments on a courthouse lawn, this "strict constitutionalist" isn't a big fan of the Constitutionally-mandated separation of church and state. He will tow the 'states rights' line here as well, but make no mistake about his support for allowing religious conservatives to demolish state/church separation (Read the bill he sponsored, the frightening "We The People Act"). Paul also believes the Constitution is "replete with references to God" even though it makes none whatsoever... so much for his billing as a 'Constitutionalist'.We should also take note that Ron Paul has made clear on several occasions that he DOES NOT BELIEVE IN EVOLUTION. I’m not so sure how I would feel having a doctor operate on me that believed I was ‘intelligently designed.’------------9. Supports the repeal of public programming like NPR, PBS and the National Endowment for the Arts and Humanities. These are examples of the terrors of "big government", according to Paul.Yet, for all the vitriol he may (or may not) spew at news outlets like Fox News, big corporate cable media of this sort is precisely what unfettered markets both produce and nourish. Fox News isn't about good journalism, it is the paradigm of commodified, profit-obsessed, tabloid-quality entertainment-trash which is what happens when media becomes an industry set up to make the most money possible.What if producing necessary, critical, in-depth, thoughtful and engaging journalism isn't the most lucrative option in a market rife with entertainment-kitsch 'news'? Is critical journalism therefore less necessary for any conception of democracy worthy of the name?------------10. Supporting xenophobic anti-immigrant positions. This is where Ron Paul's nativist and Right-wing tendencies are most pronounced. This is also another issue (the others being his racist and anti-gay views) where Ron Paul draws the staunch support of Far-Right groups such as Neo-Nazis.According to Ron Paul, immigrants, even those who have lived here for decades, aren't human beings... according they are 'aliens' who must be expelled from our society. According to this logic, we should not try to make legal immigration less absurd and exclusive, we should not try to include the ranks of undocumented workers into our society, but we should punish the U.S.-born children of undocumented workers by denying them access to education. This isn't about 'following the law'... this is about thwarting any legal or political changes that might allow Mexican workers to come to the U.S., a nation in which the only 'native' inhabitants largely live on reservations. Nationalism, like Ron Paul, is a disease.------------11. Opposing every single gain that the Labor Movement has made this century. Ron Paul is against worker's rights, workplace democracy and virulently opposed to workers organizing themselves against exploitative employers (Ron Paul has consistently voted against stopping employer interference in union organizing and he opposes the Employee Free Choice Act.) Note also that from Ron Paul's libertarian perspective, workers are nothing other than exchangeable commodities, not human beings who depend on the wages they earn from their labor to live on. According to free-market orthodoxy, labor laws establishing 40 hr work weeks and workdays, overtime, OSHA, unionization, etc are all "rigidities" which disrupt a firm's ability to maximize profits for ownership most effectively. If it weren't for regulation of business we wouldn't have labor laws prohibiting unsafe work environments and child labor... of course these things were both popular during Ron Paul's favored period of American history: The Gilded Age.------------12. Favoring the abolishment of the minimum wage altogether (a standard libertarian belief.) Let me repeat this one more time: RON PAUL THINKS WE SHOULD ABOLISH THE MINIMUM WAGE ALTOGETHER. Remember, according to this logic we need to let businesses push wages as low as they want because to do otherwise is for democracy to lay its dirty hands on the immaculate 'free market'. The minimum wage, according to libertarians, forbids greedy employers from pushing wages low enough that they can take on more laborers without sharing any of the proportion of profits funneled straight to the top... thus their argument is that the minimum wage 'causes' unemployment (its unclear what good full employment is if the jobs being created pay poverty wages). However, the fact of the matter is that NO hard-working human being EVER deserves to work 40 hours a week for a pay check that cannot meet their most basic needs. Ron Paul opposes the minimum wage because it doesn't allow profit-hungry businesses to make wages LOW ENOUGH. Talk about having the wrong priorities. This should come as no surprise since just about all of Ron Paul's politics rest on a fundamental preference for the good of business over the good of society.------------13. Destroying the graduated income tax (reverting to the regressive system in place during the Gilded Age), letting the rich get out of paying their fair share and depleting funding for social goods. On Ron Paul’s view, it’s ‘communistic and against liberty’ for Warren Buffet to be expected to pay more in taxes than someone working two jobs earning less than $20,000/year. It’s the prerogative of freedom, however, that businesses be encouraged to drop real wages as low as possible. The more the scheme of taxation shifts the burden from the rich onto the working and middle classes, the better according to Ron Paul. The values of civic duty, social responsibility or solidarity are trash according to Paul, who consistently aims to encourage and insulate the greediest, most anti-social and avaricious among us.------------14. Repealing the most effective and popular social program in our nation’s history, Social Security. He also favors trashing Medicaid, Medicare, and every other social program put in place since the New Deal... he also probably thinks that Public Libraries are 'communistic institutions' and that if you cannot afford a book, you should just take personal responsibility and go out and buy it yourself (or write one yourself and then read it yourself.) Oh, the collectivist horror of making books available to everyone free of charge! How dare they bring men with guns to 'steal' my tax dollars in order to fund public services! Outrage!------------15. Being content with genocide in Sudan and enabling the perpetuation of atrocities. Ron Paul voted against a bill that would have required the Federal Government to divest from corporations doing business with mass murders in Sudan. Instead of making a statement against nihilistic profit-obsessed corporations, RP preferred a masturbatory "No" vote demonstrating his isolationist and anarcho-capitalist 'street cred'.-------------16. Spearheading pork-projects totaling in the billions for his district by means of earmarks. Ron Paul does not deny this, however, claims that the money ‘has to be spent somewhere’ and thus might as well be spent on his district. I guess spending that money on things like healthcare and education are atrocious violations of our freedom and tantamount to authoritarianism, but its no big thing if Ron Paul siphons billions of tax dollars to fund projects for his district in Texas.------------Yes, Ron Paul is against the Iraq War, and so are Pat Buchanan and David Duke (a major supporter of Ron Paul, incidentally). The fact that he is against the Iraq war alone isn’t enough to actually make the guy worth a second look. He's also not the only person running for president who is advocating withdrawal (Kucinich (D) and Gravel (D), both of whom also have no chance of receiving a nomination, both advocate immediate withdrawal.) His non-interventionist (i.e. Paleo-Conservative isolationist) position on Iraq cannot be a compelling reason to suspend judgment about the lunacy of his other positions."But he's consistent throughout his whole career!" They will say. Yes, we agree, but since when is being consistently wrong about everything that matters a good thing?----------Ron Paul has failed to break into the top 3 in either Iowa, or the heavily-libertarian state of New Hampshire (where his dupes claimed he would win for sure.) He has no chance of winning the nomination and we should expect his numbers to steadily decline from their current peak during the post-NH primary run. Oh, but it has been very impressive how many morons decided to throw away their money by donating it to this loon. Kudos to Ron Paul and his squad.As a Congressman, Ron Paul (R-TX) has voted with his party nearly 80% of the time, which places him firmly within the bounds of a "rank-and-file-Republican".

Monday, January 14, 2008

MLK March

My friend Rachelle and I are going to attend a Martin Luther King, Jr. march in honor of his legacy on the 21st of this month. I've never marched for anything before, and I'm quite eager to see how us white folk will be accepted.

I'm quite bothered by intolerance, racism, oppression, and unequal/unethical treatment of others. I'm appalled that these things still exist today, even after MLK's message to the people. I'm more bothered by this:

Rachelle (19) was dating this guy who was 38, and black. I have nothing against either of these characteristics, although the 38 was a little scary, because I didn't want anything bad to happen to my friend. Well, she still sees him and talks to him on a semi-normal basis, and the more she tells me about him, the more I fear for her life. Since the beginning of their relationship, she has told me nothing good about this guy. He's racist against white people (which makes me wonder how they started getting along in the first place), he preaches intolerance (hence making him a hypocrate), carries a large knife with him to 'protect himself from the crazy people,' criticizes Rachelle for being an "ignorant white person," and thinks that white people who are nice to him are just being nice in fear of him being black. So basically, he thinks the world is out to get him. He's going on this MLK march with us, and I'm almost fearing for my own life, especially if he's going to be carrying his Crocodile Dundee knife (yea.. now THAT'S a knife).

Last night, he sent her a text message, saying something along the lines of "you're just going on this march to make white people look good; that they actually care about us negros. have you ever heard of marcus garvey and (two other names that I didn't recognize)? if there was a rally for them, would you go?" Basically criticizing her (and me at the same time, probably without even realizing it) because she wants to participate in something that he believes to be an only black thing to do. He says that white people only go to these marches because they "feel sorry for black people."

Did he ever think that there are people who actually want to combat racism? That being oppressed isn't such a "black" thing anymore? That white people actually care about black people not because they're black, but because they're people? Did he ever think that the only way to get rid of racism is to let go of it? Stop sending in poor representation like Reverend Sharpton to speak for all black people, assuming what he says is 100% correct and unbiased. Showing your own intolerance only PERPETUATES that intolerance. Getting mad at white people for being racist shows your own racism. Pointing a finger only gets four more pointed back.

Here are a few questions I have, and feel free to comment: Was MLK's message directed only towards black people? How do you think he would feel if he knew the level of racism that still exists today? And-- is it fair to bring up the past as justification for the future?

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Welcome, Ms. New Year

It's that time to be thinking about what comes with the new year: Resolutions to be broken, new beginnings, and my favorite-- tax season! But I'm not about to go on about how corrupt the taxing system is, for I have better things to rant about. I've been thinking about what I would like to accomplish for myself this year and either I'm boring or I have low standards, but I can't really think of anything!

One thing I REALLY look forward to is graduating from college. This is the year I can claim my Bachelors and lose my health insurance. I'm going to get a full-time job and rake in the dough! This is the year of the rest of my life! Or is it?

I have so many aspirations, yet, I'm not completely sure how I'm going to follow through with them. I could just do what I always do: dive in and hope things work out. Here's my laundry list:

-buy a building for business/residential use
-build my studio
-get new computer to support advanced audio editing software
-get a raise... or perhaps a new job altogether...
-save money!!

Here's the catch.. I don't know where I want to set all this up. Do I want to stay here in Ohio with my family and friends... where I know every street like the back of my hand? Where I've been to school from beginning to end... where I started my life and experienced all four seasons every year up-to-date? Or should I start fresh, somewhere I have no opinion of.. somewhere I can realize my potential by wiping the slate clean? New York? LA? Chicago? Oh man I would love to go to Chicago... I need to update my resume.

Of course, I'm assuming that I won't screw up my scheduling and will be out of school by June, and we know what happens when you assume... All I need is Lady Luck and a bucket full of ambition, and June will be here before I know it.

Peace and Pie

Friday, December 21, 2007

Validation Part Deux

Talked to my dad again about things and it worked out well. I think we came to an understanding, and some time has gone by so I could gather my thoughts. I got everything off my chest, and he said he would try his best to work on things. I'm relieved. I knew this animosity wouldn't carry on forever, but I was worried that I would just have to give up the struggle and leave it alone. I can't do that. I can't leave things alone until resolved. I I do, it eats me alive. I have too much of a conscience.

I can't remember if I mentioned this before, but a large problem was that he couldn't wrap his head around my atheism. It's very hard to explain to someone who attributes their entire existance to creationism that I need to "see it to believe it." That instead of having faith in God, I have faith in people. That in order for something to happen, I don't pray for it, I do it. Some people say that good things come to those who wait, but if there's a God, he takes too long. I explained to my dad that it is just as conceivable to say "God always was and always will be" as it is to say that life just started with the big bang. Both are as unbelievable as the next. Nobody can explain it, so I leave it alone. I find that physical evidence is more believable than God putting it there. I believe in billions of years of evolution over seven days of creation. I believe Darwin's Theory of evolution and natural selection. It's almost common sense to me. I see evidence in human adaptations as proof of evolution. How else could our African origin be explained? Humans came out of Africa (that's right, we were all black at one point) and moved north. As they moved further north, their physical features changed (skin color) because they didn't need the protective mellatonin to protect them from harsh UV rays. Skin color lightened as the need for mellatonin decreased (hence white people). And so on and so on. Direct proof in our own species. BUT I could be argued against, and I'm not shitting on those who would. Need to scoot..

peace and back pain!